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MOVIE MUSINGS: THE GIFT | RETURN TO SENDER

So I caught 2 movies in the theatres this week and I decided that I will give my two cents worth of how I feel about them. Okay, truth to be told I just think that both were not really worth watching in the theatres so just thought that I would share (hahahaha)

The genre of both movies are along the lines of Thriller, Suspense... Psychological thriller, you get my drift. I have seen my fair share of such movies and so far most of them were great!  

I will give a really brief review as I don't want to give away too much and spoil the movie :)

The Gift

When married couple Simon (Jason Bateman) and Robyn (Rebecca Hall) unexpectedly encounter Gordo (Joel Edgerton), an acquaintance from Simon's past, little do they know that their perfect lives will be thrown into a terrifying tailspin.

WELL... This movies does get you jumping at certain scenes so I would say effort for that. Interesting plot twist at the end but I felt like it could be waaaaaay better! I walked out of the cinema thinking that this movie was pretty boring and kinda sucks but it wasn't until the next day when I saw the second movie...

which brings us to, Return To Sender

A nurse living in small town goes on a blind date with a man who is not the person he says he is.

I honestly had really high hopes for this movie seeing how well Rosamund Pike did in Gone Girl. (I thought Gone Girl was such a good movie) Hence I walked into the theatres expecting this movie to meet my expectations. BUT omg, just when I thought The Gift was boring this was worst. Tons of dialogues, long and draggy scenes with one of the crappiest endings ever! Got us wondering how did the movie ever made it into the theatres?!? I would highly suggest NOT watching this in cinemas.

It was truly a disappointment :(

This was the first time I have watched 2 bad movies within a week.. not quite ready to face another disappointment soon. However, Inside Out will be out today so I'm trying my best to be hopeful for it! It had better not fail me as I've been looking forward to watch it since forever! 

X

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AND SO...

For the past weeks I've been fighting a battle, a battle within myself. They say your worst enemy, fears and demons are in fact living in your own head, and they are right - Your thoughts are your worst enemies. How do you fight when its your mind vs your heart, when your mind speaks one thing yet your heart speaks another. How does someone go through each passing day with a smile on your face when your insides are all twisted and crumpled up? How do you get over the fear of second.. or even third chances, that giving chances mean bringing down walls you have put up to protect yourself from hurting even further. 

Like I said it has been a tough battle, between the mind and the heart.

I thought I was strong, I have been strong all along (at least I feel so) I overcame hurdles life has thrown at me and I'm sure there will be more to come.. yet I feel weak.. I don't have the will to overcome this. How can I do so when even in my dreams I can't escape the pains of reality? Waking up to a pool of sweat just because your deepest fears have chosen to haunt you even in your sleep.

Then again I only have myself to blame, for my own set of expectations, my hopes, faith and ideas that everything would turn out the way I imagined it to be.. only for it to be the total opposite.. and even after it's over I had hope, I hoped... at least until today..

Today, I have lost all hope, trust, faith and everything good I saved for this. Not sure what I can do to make it better, to make myself better, for I am as damaged far beyond anything else. What else can I still believe when everything I have believed in was nothing. 

I don't know what to do anymore. I surrender. 

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MI-MI-MI

January hasn't exactly been very good to me... considering it the first month of 2015, it has been a bitch so far. LOL. Nevertheless I have my closest group of sisters with me to shake off all negativity (temporarily) each week and I cannot be more thankful~ Looking at these pictures, I think it's time I find a camera with a better flash function that doesn't turn me/us into a noseless Voldemort in every shot ZZZ. Also... I got to admit that procrastination have also played a huge part in the lack of blog posts, seriously got to do something about that. I have been meaning for a video to be up this month but I keep forgetting to get a new memory card, sigh. FINGERS CROSSED that I get it by this week and hopefully have a new video before the month ends! I have quite a bit planned up for this so hopefully I get my drive back again and look forward to a better February! XXX

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SUNDAY

 Remember, there's no mistakes, only lessons. 
- Love from within, trust your choices and that anything is possible -

Floral outerwear c/o ShopJenith 

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HAPPY 2014!

Happy New Year all!

Another great year has passed and I'm glad 2013 has ended. I can't wait to see what this new year will bring me but I'm hoping for bigger and better things to come :)

Looking back at 2013, I can see how much have changed. How I, my life have changed.

I wouldn't say that 2013 was a tad too fantastic for me, I think it could've been better if I were to step up on my game. However, I don't regret anything and I know I will work harder this year.

Nevertheless the year 2013 does have a fair bit of good memories as well, here's looking back at 2013..

The year started off with tons of madness and party nights with my babies, hahaha

Omg... i remember how crazy those days were. OMGGGGGGGGGG.

I had a phase of crazy hair which something I never regretted cos I miss my crazy hair sooo much!

2013 started with tons of partying!!! Almost every.week.I'm.partying.

Come to think of it now I have no idea where I managed to find all that energy haha

Zouk is one of the places I'd be mostly every other week in '13, I'm so glad for Sofie who never fails to make the party so much fun. Like I said, I'm always thankful to have found this angel. Thank You again for you bb for always looking out for us x

oh and I had striking Pink hair. Haha

Bangkok in Feb.

I had my fair share of travels in 2013. It was my resolution in 2013 to travel as much as possible to anywhere in the world and I think Bangkok topped my list. Haha 

I was there in Jan, Feb, March, May, June, September purely for fun bcos I love BKK that much!!!

Bwahahahahahhaa J and I when we were friends, lol.

My days at 2013 I got to give it to Yicong (aka Gary on my blog) hahahaha

so many of you have asked if I was dating him cos I was with him most of the time. Frankly speaking I think I was more of a parasite on him lor, always nagging and whining at him. But no, we weren't dating cos I've known this boy for almost 5 years now I thank god for him cos he's been such an awesome and great friend-almost brother for me and took care of me like a baby. Hehe

Thank you YC for everything! x

My friend who doesn't know where Dubai is. Hahahahahahaha I love you Judith.

Our first New Balance assignment together! Tammy and I :)

BKK in March for Sofie's birthday. So many of us flew over (about 30?) just to celebrate and we had some of the craziest party nights over in Bangkok. 

Ahhhh just thinking about it makes me miss it so much :(

and because we knew the party wasn't enough, we were back in May for more!!!

Bangkok in May.

Then there was a phase where I was super tanned from running in the afternoon.

omg gross!!! Haha

sharing a kiss have drunk with dx, hahahahahah I remember this moment was filled with emotions

yet we were both so high lol. Love you bb!!

Mae who celebrated her bday that night, always and forever my little sister x

I made the guys head to the Aquarium with me hehe

the aquarium turned out to be really boring tho -.- lol

Somewhere midyear I got my fillers which I think changed my life!!!

Or the way my face looks la, I love them so much :D

Road trip to KL with the boys to party!!!

 and then Bangkok with the family.

And in July I turned 21!!! 

 I had a surprise minion party planned by my family and the bestest group of friends I can ever have!

We had events with the TPI (The party invaders) created after Sof celebrated her bday in Bangkok

and our group has been growing since!!!

I got my eyebrow tattoo-ed? Hehe

Joined my first run/second assignment with New Balance which is The Color Run which was soooo

much fun (but tiring) I hope they return next year!!!

Had a serious of hardcore Neverland nights with my Siam babies!

Kim and Denise- MMMKB Partners in Crime bwahahahahahahahahaha

In September I found J,

 Okay la maybe not find, he was downstairs (SUP) all along hahahahahahahahahaha

and in September, SUP retreat to Bangkok!!!

A short trip to Tokyo in October with my Mum and aunts!

Juicy Couture opening in MBS with Sofie x

 Did a shoot for Club Pets magazine (now out in stores) with Bijou!!!

I think this is his first official photoshoot hehe

In November, I had almost a weeklong madness of being stuck in a cruise with 8 other awesome people and partying all day and night eating weird food. Hahaha one of the events which I will remember for life :)

  In December, I went to Penang with my family and hung my wishes for 2014,

praying that all will be better this year.

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This year I won't be making a list of resolutions to fulfill cos honestly... I won't remember every single one of them down the year SO, like I said the one thing I would wish and work towards this year is for bigger and better things ahead! I have so much to do and act on so hopefully I will have the determination to do it. 

I hope all of you have your goals and wishes for the year ahead so let's take this year and make it work

without letting it go to waste. Time honestly flies by so quickly and before we know it soon it will be 2015. Haha, I'm not exaggerating ahhhhhh it's true!

so to end off this post, I wish all of you a Happy New Year and a blessed year ahead.

May you all be happy always and always remember to Love with all your heart x
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